An Introspective Retrospective of a Prospective Genius

Opposite

I'm in sort of a "blah" mood. My brother's little woman's in town, which is pretty annoying on several levels. For one, she's very quiet, so they have quiet little conversations. She also likes to sit in the living-room, which's only a few feet away, but as I said, she's oh so quiet, thus if they want to converse at a distance and I'm not wearing my headphones, I have to mute whatever I'm doing whether it be iTunes or a game. I don't HAVE to, but I feel like politeness dictates such. Today they went to a baseball game, so I didn't get stuck going to the sneak preview of Must Love Dogs, so that's a plus. Still, on some level, I sometimes... envy that Brian and Nicole go for smoothies and have their quiet little chats, while I'm here playing WoW and watching You've Got Mail with my mom. It doesn't bother me all the time, just sometimes. It's petty, I'm aware. Then I feel bad for feeling "blah", when obviously, things could be far worse. Watching You've Got Mail didn't help, even though it is a delightful little movie. It's just that such movies tend to have the opposite effect on me, which's an extraordinarily cliche reaction. Yet, I can watch dark movies all day and not feel "bad", if that makes any sense. Hell, writing this is annoying me because as I read it, I realize how whiney and pathetic I come across. It's just that at almost 25, I'd like to have some kind of "adult" relationship with a nice woman who likes movies, books and good conversation. By "adult", I don't mean anything even remotely in regards to "getting bizzay", that's not really a goal of mine. I'm after something more intellectual, if THAT makes any sense. Anywho, I think I'll go read. Anybody who reads this should feel free to slap me via IM or e-mail. Gg!